Monday, December 3, 2007

Answer the man...

What should we answer to a 30 years old/young man who's saying:
"-I'm afraid of getting old :(. And I'm afraid that I will be disappointed if I'm not succeeding in what I proposed for next years..." ?

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Imee Ooi - The Chant of Metta

Metta (in pali dialect) means Love in the sense of loving-kindness - goodwill:

Friday, July 27, 2007

Bungeee :D

tomorrow I'm gonna JUMP... BUNGEEEEEEEEE :D
looking forward... so excited... some fear... 'gonna overtake this "limit" ;)

Friday, July 13, 2007

Shut up!... and get a life

SHUT UP, STOP WHINING & GET A LIFE - A Kick-Butt Approach To A Better Life By Larry Winget a book I walked over some weeks ago.
In fact, once of my closest friends drove me to it. I still have to thank him and demonstrate I am his true friend. Dear friend, I hope this life is enough to do this!

Guess what?... this guy, Larry, gives acknowledgment also to Deepak Chopra and Neale Donald Walsh for influencing him and learning from them... in essence is kind of the same message as in Neale's conversations; just tougher, harsher, shaking, confrontational.

My friend who got me to this book asked my why am I reading the same stuff over and over again. The best answer coming to my mind is: I'm reading it for hundreds of times because I'm sure that at a certain time I WILL UNDERSTAND, I WILL JUST BE and then there will be no more readings.. just livings... and indeed, it can take... time... or it can just be at a blink of an eye...
so, Shut up!...

Monday, June 25, 2007

Usefull - free SMS (5/day)
You can SMS almost the whole world with it :)
Use & don't abuse...

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

MY SISTER :D - Luciana

the one in the left...look into her BIG BRIGHT SHINE BLUE EYES :D...

You syster :D

Monday, June 11, 2007

A Course in Miracles

"This is a course in miracles. It is a required course. Only the time you take is voluntary. Free will does not mean that you can establish the curriculum. It means only that you can elect what you want to take at a given time. The course does not aim at teaching the meaning of love, for that is beyond what can be taught. It does aim, however, at removing the blocks to the awareness of love’s presence, which is your natural inheritance. The opposite of love is fear, but what is all-encompassing can have no opposite.

This course can therefore be summed up very simply in this way:

Nothing real can be threatened.
Nothing unreal exists.

Herein lies the peace of God."

Here it is - "A Course In Miracles"

Friday, June 1, 2007


Let's be children again for THIS day!... playfull, innocent, loving, sharing, intense...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Humanity's Team Romania

Some of you already observed in links location some links to Humanity's Team (HT).
What is HT? -
International website -

In Romania HT is a young one, born this year just before/ during Easter, somewhere in between Romania and Moldova; in fact just here, in our universe :)
I said "movement" 'cause in fact is just a sharing of love & life in their pure essences - find it at
You can also get to HT RO forum and express your experiences about the subjects we are all part of: WE ARE ALL ONE!

Be the change you want to see in the world [Gandhi].
Be the co-creator of our world!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

From Pavaluc, with love - Welcome to planet Earth :)

Originally uploaded by blueriotriver.
Pava, my dear brother from Australia took this picture & shares with us a beautiful invitation. This is the welcome banner from the entrance in the Royal Garden in Sydney.

I'm moving the invitation forward... Welcome to the planet Earth :) PLEASE, walk on the gras, smell the flowers, hug the trees, talk to the birds, picnic on the lawns, love each other... :)

Thank you, Pavaluc x x x

Saturday, April 28, 2007


I was just watching the sun setting... from my office window [advantage of working on this evening ;)]. I was above the city, watching over it. Disk of the sun was first yellow, then orange... bright orange, then red... burning red. Its al-these-colors rays were coming towards me, embracing me, all of us, running, vibrating towards, above and below the clouds, trough me, taking me to the end of the universe and back; "...round, round, baby, round, round..." - a song was playing in the background, some kids were playing & laughing around, the town was there with me observing, the crickets were singing, the insects were flying, the wind was breathing me, letting me know it's there with us. I am not "no-one"; I am A_PART_OF_IT, being embraced, held with love, full of light, singing-playing-flying-breathing-laughing with the sun and with the whole... ONE.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Today is The Earth Day :) - ODE TO MOTHER EARTH!

What a beautiful day :)! What a beautiful Earth we have... but don’t settle!... there is still much to do within ourselves and then our Mother Earth will be much healthier, much more beautiful, more paradisiacal...

Honda Racing F1 Team is pledging this year for myearthdream, see [don’t skip the intro ;)]. Honda is pledging on their site for: Share my car, Only take flights when necessary, Install at least three saving light bulbs, Take the bus or train, Cycle or walk to work or the shops, Adjust my thermostat by 1 C degree, Give up ironing, Not leave any of my appliances on standby or my phone on charge unnecessarily, Wash my laundry at 30 C degrees, Turn off the tap while I clean my teeth, Recycle all my paper, Change my electricity supply to a renewable power supplier.
You can pledge for all of these on their website… for money ;)... but why not pledge all these right NOW & HERE, FOR FREE!... I DARE MYSELF, I DARE YOU!

We can do more then dream for a better Earth!... Let’s make The Earth Day every day!
Thank you, Mother Earth for being patient till we get back to you...

Friday, April 20, 2007

Uta’s message to the world – Everything is love! :) - SMILE

:) :) :) Smile, please!!! :) :) :)
Smile with your mouth, your eyes, your soul,
Smile anyhow, just smile!
to send away the pain, to send away the sadness,
to send away the stress, to send away the bareness...
The smile lights up your face and life!
Smiling is a simple practice: raising up the corners of your lips and raising up the soul into your sights!
The smile is the cheapest yet the most valuable GIFT we can offer to each other!
Life is a game! Let’s play nice together!

Uta is giving this message -printed on a small paper, also on her "business" card - to each person she gets in touch with in her life :)... keep up loving and spreading the message, Uta ;)

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Message on the horoscope

I was really curious about what horoscope is telling me today; here it is - “There's a lot to learn right now, so asking good questions is essential.”
Thank you God for reminding me :)

Saturday, April 14, 2007

:) At the entrance of Voronet monastery...

was placed the following message:RESPECT! ;)

Friday, April 13, 2007

Andreea is just creating herself...

she's a singer already :).. listen here: live & ad-hoc [on YouTube] -

Way to Go, Andreea! :)

Indigo movie?

I'm looking for Indigo movie... if someone can help me out... thank you :)

An angel is on her way to this world :)

Last evening I was to my friends’ place - Kati & Jano... Kati has a big beautiful belly :) she'll be giving birth in just a few days. Julia, her daughter is already excited to come into this world - kicking and jumping around in her mammy’s belly; she’s ready! The day before yesterday they were at doctors and Julia was sucking already, hungry for life :).

It’s a miracle, every time I see a pregnant lady I say this… indeed is the most relevant example to show us that God created us in his/her image – to be creators again and again... Kati & Jano – you are just about to see your creation – flesh and bones :D and even more – a soul, a part of US, a part of GOD.
Kati, GOD is there just next to you, helping one of his/her angels rise again… Let her be!

An angel is coming in our world, to remind us again of who we really are…
Julia, looking forward to meet you in person!:D

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Dizzy - God's son

Last weekend, in Chisinau we've met the best Romanian hip-hop singer ;) - his calling himself Dizzy, God's son (in RO - Dizzy, Fiul Domnului)- but you can also call him by his name: Sorin Calin Calota.
Bright eyes, you could see the light in his soul just looking in his beautiful bright eyes. The picture simply demonstrates this [from left to right]: Neale and Sorin. The stage was in his nature... If you ask him directly, he's singing happy music... indeed he is :)
I have never imagined you can sing hip-hop in that way :)
Thank you Dizzy for those moments & keep up the good work. I'm expecting you nearby to fill our hearts again... you're a messenger.

PS: More insights on our journey to ourselves (to Chisinau and back) still to come... I have so much insighs from last days... I'll do my best to put them into words :)

Monday, March 26, 2007

NDW on Humanity's Team World Tour

Asking GOD for...

"I asked GOD to get away my habits. GOD said NO, I don’t have to get them away - you have to give them up.

I asked GOD to heal my handicapped child. GOD said NO, his/her spirit is whole, his/her body is passing by.

I asked GOD to give me patience. GOD said NO, patience is a pain derivate; it is not to give but to learn.

I asked GOD to give me happiness. GOD said NO, I give you bless, happiness is inside yourself.

I asked GOD to get away my pain. GOD said NO, suffering make you give away material things and to get close to your higher self.

I asked GOD to grow my spirit. GOD said NO, you have to grow yourself, I will take care that you will blossom.

I asked GOD for all the things that could make my life enjoyable. GOD said NO, I gave you life, so you can enjoy all things.

I asked GOD to help me LOVE others so much (s)he loves me. GOD said AHHHHHH!... finally you come up with the best idea!"

Friday, March 23, 2007

Messanger statuses

I wrote down the statuses on the friends on my messenger list... Do we have something to say to the owner of these messages? :)... here they are:
01.03- who's coming to the party?, I'm alive!
06.03 - "How come I never heard you say "I just wanna be with you"?... I guess you never felt that way!"
06.03 - R E D H E A D E D B I T C H (Romanian: R O S C A T E A)
08.03 - fucking baba! [baba from focklore, see Wiki on Baba ]
09.03 - The difference between the wily seducer and the sincere infatuated is that the first deceptions one person and the second two..
10.03 - I've cleared the ignore list... try your luck!
11.03 - If you haven't realized till now, after a buzz you come (again) in my ignore list!
11.03 - Workin', smokin' and listenin' to stupid love songs...
12.03 - Bring the beer otherwise I faaaaaint!!
13.03 - mercury goes right ahead!!!
13.03 - Spriiiing!!!!
13.03 - Overall it was a good day...
13.03 - O A K... strong essence!
15.03 - Lost minds! I declare them NULL!...
16.03 - Lost minds! I declare them NULL!...
18.03 - Lost minds! I declare them NULL!...
22.03 - In GOD we trust, anything else we test!
24.03 - broblems...
25.03 - if there's no plum (Jay’s note: in Romanian this word has some special connotations), nothing there is... [derived from rimes of a Romanian song]
26.03 - ..and how come you bother with my heart... at all..?
26.03 - just walk away...
26.03 - French style, dog style or bookman old style?:))

Friday, March 16, 2007

Neal Donald Walsch in Chisinau(Moldova)

The author of the "Conversation with God" trilogy will be in Chisinau, in 7th of April, 2007 - National Theatre (09:00-22:00).

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Life and Death education

"Graduate Institute of Life and Death Education and Counseling" - this is the name of an educational institute in Taiwan [I’m sure there are more]. Nice, If we had learned about life and death in schools we would haven't be afraid to live life to the max, to say NO when its against of who we really are, to choose only what is in our best interest, to better understand what AIDS (and all other things we reject/don’t like) is (are), to know that we all are GOD(s) / Jesus / Buddha / Krishna / etc and not call this blasphemy.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Wednesday, March 7, 2007


Last days I bought some paint brushes and paint colors :D. I will create some works of art :D... or of myself... I am happy like a child... feeling like GOD just before its first creation :))

Monday, February 26, 2007

My amazing body

Today I’ve been in the ER for a short intervention on my left hand, so I’m typing now with one hand. My first experience on the subject-interesting: they didn’t let me watch anyway :( but they were nice, relaxing, operating on guerilla radio music, we were laughing quite a lot...
Is indeed like in the “you don’t realize you love something until you don’t have it anymore” story... The good news is that I’m gonna have my left hand back in two weeks. Until then I’ll intensively think on how good is to be (w)ho(l)ly: two working hands, two feet, two eyes [I have two more ;)], two ears, 20 fingers, etc…
Enjoy your body :)!

Thursday, February 22, 2007


Which is the most important ONE question you (someone should) ask (her/himself/) yourself today? I have so many question flowing on my mind... thinking is hard; I have already said this...

Sunday, February 18, 2007

setting priorities

My dear Iza was just suggesting that maybe I should set some priorities like taking into consideration that the job is not an oxygen pipe and cooking cannot be done by phone :).

Thanks Iza, I’m trying to take that into consideration ;).

Friday, February 16, 2007

A part of myself...

Even if when I created this blog I have decided to not talk, refer to, bring up my professional side, I came over this decision, in this moment it count as the biggest part of myself [I'm determined to change this situation right these days]... this side of me exists and is not good to go to the other extreme and deny it [what you rezist persists!].
So here (on the right side of the page, right under “View my complete profile”) is the link to my LinkedIn profile.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

White night(s)...

Last night I woke up around 4 o'clock and I couldn't sleep anymore... I thought [yes, sometimes I think ;)].. I really felt like I spent some time with myself, after a long, long time. I was thinking about me, the times I liven now, the feelings I feel, the decisions I will take... Of course, the next day (today) at work I forgot everything... Am I really "Jay Robo-The-Cop", like BACX used to call me in our last days?... tonight I will think again... I like these white nights... I'm sure one (white) day will come when I will spend time with myself, I will feel myself…

Sunday, February 11, 2007

my pictures on Flickr

Today I first uploaded some pictures on Flickr:
I'll update it from time to time; you can easily access it later on from the Links section.

Thursday, February 8, 2007

Do you love dancing?.... then DANCE!!!

ME: I have a passion – I LOVE TO DANCE! I’d like to do something about it… to go to a course or something...
MYSELF: give me 10 more years, to make some good money on my professional career, and then we’ll go dancing, ok
ME: ok, but tomorrow you may “die”…
MYSELF: hehe, I would love to…
ME: why?
MYSELF: I have my own reasons…
ME: and, what is it stopping you?...
MYSELF: hehe, I said I would like to die not that I have the courage to do it.

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Why is my (this) blog written in English?

Some of you asked me why do I write my (this) blog in English... the answer is simple: because I wanted so :)...if you ask me why I don't write in my native language: because I wanted it in English... just because!... I don't want to find any other explanations... some call it bad... For some while I proposed myself to do things which come natural to me... to not analyze, criticize, sensitize, summarize anything… to just (want to) DO things… of course which not do harm (in terms of depriving) to the others. I write this blog for ME in the first place, and then for the others :) Thank you all for understanding and accepting this.

Sunday, February 4, 2007

AM I a true believer?

I just received (from Simona C. (*)) an insightful story telling like this: one day, during religious program, two armed black-clothed men entered a church, one of them saying out loud: “who’s ready to take one bullet for The Christ, stand still!” 20 out of the 2000 “believers” being present remained in the church. The armed men then took their hoods out and tell the priest “you can begin to preach now. Good day!” and they left.

I’m looking at what world “religion” brings up… people brought to churches in fear, lack of beliefs… “church is telling you about the devil, about Satan, about daemons and evil spirits and hell and damnation and every freighting thing they can think of to get you to see how what you intuitively knowing and feeling is wrong and how the only place you’ll find any comfort is in their ideas, their theology, their church, their definition of right and wrong. Celebrations rarely surround choices to follow personal truth. “What?! Are you thinking for yourself? You’re deciding on you own?”“ (**)
I should be careful of these... They may require me to think. Thinking is hard!
Have you been to a church lately [at last 25 years]?... Yes, that’s why I don’t feel like I belong to a (any) church, I don’t feel like going to the ceremony on Christmas or Easter… second and last (I think) time when I was confessing in church was on the day of my marriage; the priest wouldn’t marry me if I hadn’t been confessing…

(*)Thank you, Simona, for constantly reminding us of WHO WE REALLY ARE!
(**)Quotation from Conversations with God book by Neal Donald Walsh.


These days it’s snowing like in fairy tales :). Is strange how we always want something different then we have at one moment... when it snows we would like some summer – worm sunshine, when is really hot summer we would like some colder… As for me I always wanted summer-time… today I really enjoyed the snow under my feet.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

Link from Iza - Paramahansa Yogananda

For those of you who likes/wants it [I'm not advertising Yoga or any other spiritual path]- Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda - you can find it here:

We saved a little cat cub :)

Yesterday morning a black cat cub came near our office building. It was frozen to death, constantly shaking... My colleagues gave him/her (we don’t know if it is a she or a he :-) ) something to eat and I place it in paper box at the front door entrance. Last night it slept (does it?) in that box... today one of my colleagues took it home to give it to someone who will take care of it... another saved soul... :)

...torn socks ?!?!

I heard yesterday and today (everybody was talking about it) that a VIP (the manger of World Bank) entered a mosque with his socks torn. I noticed this is a worldwide news, everybody (at least in the media) is horripilate by that. Can you see the values we all stand out for here?

Wednesday, January 31, 2007


Has anyone heard about, read (or listened to) the Conversations with God (audio) book? What do you think about it?

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

"Do you think we should do eveything in order to be happy?"

BACX was asking me these days: "Do you think we should do everything in order to be happy?"
YES! DO anything you have to do to be happy! not just words, DO IT! I often also say: OK, from now on I'm not doing any compromises towards this and the minute / hour / day after I'm back again; I'm walking over myself, not listening to my heart, my love, to what's beautiful, joyful, truthful in this life.

With exercise I believe we will succeed.

You know what I did not forget since my father passed to the other side? ... that I have promised myself I will live every single day of the rest of my life as it would be the last one... of course, you already heard this thousands of time, but I didn't realize it till he left... and from then on I keep forgetting it every day...
BE HAPPY today! Now! It will always be something important to do for tomorrow; always will be someone to be blamed for your unhappiness.

After answering this, BACX came, as I expected, with the next natural question: "But if your happiness means hell for the ones next to you?"
Most of people enter into relationship thinking of what they can get out of it, rather then what they can pun into them. The purpose of a relationship is for you to decide what part of yourself you’d like to see “show up” not what part of other you can capture and hold.
The loosing of the Self in a relationship is what causes most of the sadness. We gave up most of who we are in order to become who the other one want us to be. When we react with pain and hurt to what the other is being, doing, saying, we have to admit honestly to ourselves and to others exactly how we fell. Say your truth – kindly, but fully and completely.
Be happy but not depriving others. You have to find the balance without compromising of WHO YOU REALLY ARE.
BACX, you or myself could tell me: “easy to say”, “sounds like theory”, but again - With exercise, I believe we will succeed.
[I used some very well expressed ideas from Conversations with God book… we will talk about it a lot ;)]

Monday, January 29, 2007

Stay hungry, Stay foolish!

Steve Jobs's Speech at Stanford Univ. 2005 graduation
Watch, mostly listen to it... and don't settle!

Rompetrol TV advertising

In the Rompetrol TV advertising, the one with rising trends, the music catched my attention... later I found you... Chris Spheeris was the creator of it... beautiful sounds! If someone has it I whould like some...thx :)

Sunday, January 28, 2007

I create...

Finally I made up my mind and created this blog... it'll be in English... no big deal, just sharing with you some of my moments, impressions, opinions...

Someone criticized this, saying that now there is the "trend" for blogging... I just want to express and share some of me... maybe it is trendy.. it doesn't matter till I enjoy it. I read other different blogs because I like to hear on subjects...

Am I excusing myself here? "Let's Blog!" ;)