My amazing body

Today I’ve been in the ER for a short intervention on my left hand, so I’m typing now with one hand. My first experience on the subject-interesting: they didn’t let me watch anyway :( but they were nice, relaxing, operating on guerilla radio music, we were laughing quite a lot...
Is indeed like in the “you don’t realize you love something until you don’t have it anymore” story... The good news is that I’m gonna have my left hand back in two weeks. Until then I’ll intensively think on how good is to be (w)ho(l)ly: two working hands, two feet, two eyes [I have two more ;)], two ears, 20 fingers, etc…
Enjoy your body :)!

Q&As

Which is the most important ONE question you (someone should) ask (her/himself/) yourself today? I have so many question flowing on my mind... thinking is hard; I have already said this...

setting priorities

My dear Iza was just suggesting that maybe I should set some priorities like taking into consideration that the job is not an oxygen pipe and cooking cannot be done by phone :).

Thanks Iza, I’m trying to take that into consideration ;).

A part of myself...

Even if when I created this blog I have decided to not talk, refer to, bring up my professional side, I came over this decision, in this moment it count as the biggest part of myself [I'm determined to change this situation right these days]... this side of me exists and is not good to go to the other extreme and deny it [what you rezist persists!].
So here (on the right side of the page, right under “View my complete profile”) is the link to my LinkedIn profile.

White night(s)...

Last night I woke up around 4 o'clock and I couldn't sleep anymore... I thought [yes, sometimes I think ;)].. I really felt like I spent some time with myself, after a long, long time. I was thinking about me, the times I liven now, the feelings I feel, the decisions I will take... Of course, the next day (today) at work I forgot everything... Am I really "Jay Robo-The-Cop", like BACX used to call me in our last days?... tonight I will think again... I like these white nights... I'm sure one (white) day will come when I will spend time with myself, I will feel myself…

my pictures on Flickr

Today I first uploaded some pictures on Flickr: http://flickr.com/people/jaysarah/
I'll update it from time to time; you can easily access it later on from the Links section.
Enjoy!

Do you love dancing?.... then DANCE!!!

ME: I have a passion – I LOVE TO DANCE! I’d like to do something about it… to go to a course or something...
MYSELF: give me 10 more years, to make some good money on my professional career, and then we’ll go dancing, ok
ME: ok, but tomorrow you may “die”…
MYSELF: hehe, I would love to…
ME: why?
MYSELF: I have my own reasons…
ME: and, what is it stopping you?...
MYSELF: hehe, I said I would like to die not that I have the courage to do it.

Why is my (this) blog written in English?

Some of you asked me why do I write my (this) blog in English... the answer is simple: because I wanted so :)...if you ask me why I don't write in my native language: because I wanted it in English... just because!... I don't want to find any other explanations... some call it bad... For some while I proposed myself to do things which come natural to me... to not analyze, criticize, sensitize, summarize anything… to just (want to) DO things… of course which not do harm (in terms of depriving) to the others. I write this blog for ME in the first place, and then for the others :) Thank you all for understanding and accepting this.

AM I a true believer?

I just received (from Simona C. (*)) an insightful story telling like this: one day, during religious program, two armed black-clothed men entered a church, one of them saying out loud: “who’s ready to take one bullet for The Christ, stand still!” 20 out of the 2000 “believers” being present remained in the church. The armed men then took their hoods out and tell the priest “you can begin to preach now. Good day!” and they left.

I’m looking at what world “religion” brings up… people brought to churches in fear, lack of beliefs… “church is telling you about the devil, about Satan, about daemons and evil spirits and hell and damnation and every freighting thing they can think of to get you to see how what you intuitively knowing and feeling is wrong and how the only place you’ll find any comfort is in their ideas, their theology, their church, their definition of right and wrong. Celebrations rarely surround choices to follow personal truth. “What?! Are you thinking for yourself? You’re deciding on you own?”“ (**)
I should be careful of these... They may require me to think. Thinking is hard!
Have you been to a church lately [at last 25 years]?... Yes, that’s why I don’t feel like I belong to a (any) church, I don’t feel like going to the ceremony on Christmas or Easter… second and last (I think) time when I was confessing in church was on the day of my marriage; the priest wouldn’t marry me if I hadn’t been confessing…

(*)Thank you, Simona, for constantly reminding us of WHO WE REALLY ARE!
(**)Quotation from Conversations with God book by Neal Donald Walsh.

Snowing

These days it’s snowing like in fairy tales :). Is strange how we always want something different then we have at one moment... when it snows we would like some summer – worm sunshine, when is really hot summer we would like some colder… As for me I always wanted summer-time… today I really enjoyed the snow under my feet.

Link from Iza - Paramahansa Yogananda

For those of you who likes/wants it [I'm not advertising Yoga or any other spiritual path]- Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda - you can find it here: http://www.gutenberg.org/etext/7452

We saved a little cat cub :)

Yesterday morning a black cat cub came near our office building. It was frozen to death, constantly shaking... My colleagues gave him/her (we don’t know if it is a she or a he :-) ) something to eat and I place it in paper box at the front door entrance. Last night it slept (does it?) in that box... today one of my colleagues took it home to give it to someone who will take care of it... another saved soul... :)

...torn socks ?!?!

I heard yesterday and today (everybody was talking about it) that a VIP (the manger of World Bank) entered a mosque with his socks torn. I noticed this is a worldwide news, everybody (at least in the media) is horripilate by that. Can you see the values we all stand out for here?